What do I do next? Do I try to move somewhere else? Where do I move? Can I find a job given the current circumstances?
These thoughts have filled my mind lately.
I want to start this off by saying how thankful I am to be where I am today. Most days I have been able to keep a positive mindset because I am with my supportive family and we are all safe and healthy, and I am able to enjoy the outdoors and exercise.
I realize that I am in a great place and many people are facing much tougher times than me, but this period of life is confusing and scary for us all.
I try to constantly remind myself of the positives of the last few months. I remember walking in one of my favorite neighborhoods in Eugene, Oregon, and seeing families playing outside together. I walked past a son and his father multiple times (on different days) and they were playing a different sport together each time. I was so happy to see that.
In some ways, I think the past few months have been good for people and the world. I think it has provided an opportunity for us all to slow down a little and remember what’s important in life. I have definitely focused on improving myself in many ways, and I think I have.
But, I will say, I am ready to move on. This time of reflection and self improvement was much needed. I needed a break after two stressful and busy jobs.
I had my break, and now I am ready to start a new chapter of my life. It is weird being in my early 20’s and feeling as though my life has been put on pause.
I’m starting to think a little too much about the next chapter of my life because I am eager to start it, and it’s becoming more difficult to stay positive.
To say I’ve been confused this past year is an understatement. Confused about where to live, what I want to do, etc.
I do feel like I need to leave Medford in the near future. I love Southern Oregon, but it’s not a place I want to live at this age.
The question right now is where do I go and how do I go somewhere new with everything going on? I’m seriously considering visiting a friend in Hawaii and possibly moving there for a while. One of the things holding me back is Hawaii’s 14 day quarantine rule. I completely understand the thought behind quarantining everyone who goes to Hawaii…. But for someone like me, who loves to exercise and run, it is nearly impossible to sit inside a small apartment for two weeks straight without being able to go outside. All I would want to do is go for a run. Obviously there are worst things than not being able to leave an apartment for two weeks, but it’s hard to justify doing that when I am able to spend as much time as I want outdoors here. I also want to keep other people safe and healthy.
But who knows how long it will be before the quarantine rule is lifted and all of this calms down. I can’t sit around waiting for things to open up, but I also want to be safe not only for myself, but more importantly for others. I don’t want to put anyone else at risk.
It’s a difficult and confusing time, and for me, it’s definitely getting harder.
I didn’t want to put this out there to complain or be negative. I just wanted to share how I am feeling in case others are feeling the same way. We are not alone during this. The world is going through this together and although the future is uncertain, the best we can do is be positive and help each other.
I hope you are all staying safe and healthy and are doing well. Hopefully all of this will be over soon. I would say I hope things go back to normal soon, but I believe there is going to be a new normal, and maybe that is a good thing.
I want to end this by encouraging you to create a new goal for yourself. Setting goals has helped me keep a positive mindset and has kept me busy. I have increased my skills and knowledge the past few months by challenging myself.
Here are two goals I made for myself:
- Get better at doing handstands.
- Learn more about blogging and entrepreneurship.
Comment below with a new challenge or goal you make for yourself. You can inspire others by sharing your goals. Let’s all try to make the best of the current situation.
I don’t know what my next step is, but right now I am just happy to be safe and healthy and with family.
I wish you all the best during these uncertain times.